Days and knights
Sunshine  storms 
Happiness Or misery
Peace or war
Love or hates
Life or death
Nothing matters to me
I was taking away
From home 
I had my wings cut off
I wasn’t free souls
The sun  warms me with her burning lights
The moon  is my safeguarding
At night
And been accompanied by the stars 
Fifteen long years I was missing from the universe !!!!!
Until i had met my Angeles they given me such love and kindness
I was able to heal my wounds
Grow new wings
Much bigger & stronger then ever
With my first time trying to fly with my new amazing wings
Suddenly, I was afraid of the feeling off might be,

I will lose my wing all over again
I can’t go through this experience once again
But some how something told me ( lift your head ) and I did
I saw the most amazingly beautifully deep colors Rainbow  so huge. It took my breath away.
Never seen anything thing like it
In that moment I smiled
And knew I’m here for reasons
For Purposes
For Mission
But I forgot all about it the next day
Hoping to get a glimpse of the rainbow once
 more
Weeks and months bast but no rainbow in the sky 
Then one knight very heavy rain very cold
On my way home with another failure of not seeing my rainbow 
Old lady was with no Raincoat or umbrella Soaking wet
Carrying two large groceries bags
I rushed to word her putting my raincoat on her shoulder taking the groceries bags off her
We walked to her house
Made sure she is alright
I gave her a big hug
Waving goodbye I saw the rainbow in her eyes
I saw it !! ohh my gosh !!
I understood my purpose in this life now
( I can make rainbows  )

Through my love and kindness I can’ change people lives

I began helping people around me
Family and friends
My health started to get better
More and more
Until one day my therapist
Offered me to volunteer
At her charitable organisation support
The asylum seekers are refugees since I made the same journey
Being a refugee from Iraq 
I know the pain and sorrow
I know how painful it is to give up you’ home.
You leave family and friends behind
I absolutely loved what I’m doing
My phone didn’t stop ringing
People asking me to help them
I made my self
The perfect example of
I’m still standing with my wings up high
There’s a light at the end of the that dark scary tunnels
But I’m here talking to all of you.
I can’t do it alone
I need your help you lovely Souls ?
Because I know you are listening to all of us
I’m here to tell you something of suffering and strangle
Facing the asylum, refugees
And in our community’s 
What is happening
Behind closed doors 
Financially mentally emotionally physically
Wifi connection, housing conditions, transportation cost,
Mental illness,
Have more rights as a human being,
Waiting and processing the asylum seekers cases
And many more
Things I will never thought 
I will see in my own eyes 
In this country ??
This country have the highest rate of being the country of love and respect 
Things need to be changed
I went to people homes 
I went deep to their emotional needs
I tried my best to solve their problem once at the time
But I couldn’t manage all
My Health gone bad
Very stressed 
I lost control of what was my mission is !!
Luckily
I was offered a trained to be ambassador with the voices network
The best decision I made so far 
Working with the Voices network
Made me realise
The power of the voice
This is my first ever speech.
With weeks of support from
My lovely Jess
I thought I will never  make it
I thought I would die from nervousness 
But thank God I’m still here
I love you so much all for making
The
Impossible /. .Possible
My goal here is
Making the world better place
With no money  or digress
I was able to make the rainbow in people’s eyes
Imagine what
We could do if we all come together
We can all make Rainbow.

Love’s colorful like the rainbow ,
Find your color of love
Take what you need and use what left to whom matters to you,
And then the magic will happen
“You’ll see the Rainbow in their eyes”.

Much love from me and always see you soon.